No one has ever love anyone, the way everyone wants to be loved

Not in a good mood tday.
Was so disapointed aftr many thoughts.
i thought yoo'll be th one who was fair &good but i finally knw th outcome.
Rmb ? i accompany yoo when your alone, even when i'm doing sth else, i nver fail t pei yoo. i wento find yoo when your urgent in somewhr else, even which i sacrificed my own belongings, &did they ? i'm really dissapointed okaehs, maybe i'm too sensitive or whrd, even when sth whens wrong, i kept quiet only, &i didnt complaint. ppls saying things behind &i asked mie, i kept quiet &ignore. i dontknw whrd makes yoo think so. maybe somehow i treated yoo not good enough. nvermind. i knw whrd i'm doing, i dont do things tht really harms ppl especially your my close friends. but all this yoo actually dont give a damn when yoo have someone else yoo like even more. i'm speechless.
i finally knw whrd th meaning alrdy. or maybe th one closest t yoo may betray yoo. or maybe thy only treated yoo good when thy need yoo. or maybe treating yoo good infront but stabbing a knife behind your bck, i dont knw. or maybe i was really wrong.